My relaxer disaster nightmare

Am I the only one who has nightmares about putting a relaxer in your hair after being natural for so long? Isn’t it just the weirdest thing? Being that this is the second time having different nightmares about putting a relaxer in my hair, I’d like to share my story with you all. I big chopped July 17, 2012 so I have been natural for two years now, going on 3. I love my natural hair and the benefits that come along with being natural such as the versatility.